Monday, January 29, 2018

Thursday, January 4, 2018

[test] Yes this was only a test. All of life is only a test. You are not told in advance when you are born it a test and you can only receive instruction from those who are faking it and they have only learned from what they know from their parents who were faking it. So after spending most of my life faking it, at 60 I'm finally finding out what I should have known at 20. Well that sucks. That old phrase "better late than never" comes to mind. Well that is the "Story of my life". I haven't been writing here in years and find out the russians are reading my post and looking to hijack my site. so here I go again at 60 trying to learn something new, how to protect my info. from russian hackers. Damn! I'm not Hillary guys.
I was looking at some books and writers and accidently found this person I was dating back in the 90's . She is a writer now of fantasy books. Changed her name a bit and gave herself a false history. Brilliant! I have always wished her the best and have hoped she was a success in whatever she did.
Very happy for her. Sometimes a fake history is all we need. Doesn't hurt anybody and gives you a new lease on life for those who have had a not so great start at life to begin with. Made me think. Hmmm is a name change in the works for me??? My start was not that great. Yeah I have a colorful history. One that would not be too bad to re-write. I will ponder the re-write .... lets see.. Rohn Einstein Charpender  .... maybe not.

I'm in another one of those situations wher the only way out is up.